Dear my beautiful angel..
I never got to see your eyes,
or hold your hand, or hear your cries.
All I have are dreams of you,
those of which, will never come true.
My heart sank the day that I knew,
I would never get to meet you.
I had made plans, and had aspirations,
if only I had a little more patience.
I never thought the Lord would take you
away from me so soon.
But, I’ll never forget that dismal day,
around seven in the evening
The day that I knew something was not right,
and through many tears I would have to fight.
Now, all I do is dream every night,
about what life would have been like.
What if you really had been born?
But all we have a dreams of that,
and all we can do is mourn.
We will not mourn for you though,
because we know you’re where you need to be,
even though it isn’t here with me,
You are my angel baby because God wanted you with Him.
Now, forever with His angels, His praises you will sing.
None of my dreams for you will ever come true,
because of that day God choose to take you.
But, my angel baby you will always be,
in my heart forever, forever a part of me
– dedicated for Okta & husband –